Lately all I have been able to talk or think about is one thing...ballet!
Very recently in my life I really struggled with what I wanted to do with my life. Granted, I know that perfectly normal for an person my age. So many people around me had no clue about what they wanted to do. But I knew. I was sure...and I wasn't doing it. And that was why before the semester even began I found myself crying for it, aching for it, and not knowing if I was going to be able to do it, at least not where I was now.
A very dear friend of mine listened to me through my tears that and said, "What makes you come alive?" I knew the answer.
And after today, I definitely know the answer.
I took the most wonderful ballet class today. Now ballet has always made me very happy, especially recently with the classes I've been taking. But today, I truly realized for the first time how ALIVE I felt doing it!
I know that I will never be successful at a professional ballet career, and I've known that and accepted that for awhile now...but I still have goals with this, and today made me about 10 times more excited about them than I already was!
Over the past few days I have been more motivated than I have probably ever! And NOW, I am experiencing a motivation that I never even thought existed...at least not in my world...I now know, without a shadow of a doubt exactly what I am meant to do...what God is calling me to. And I know the steps that I am going to take to get there! And I can't wait!
I just can't wait!
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