I kind of want to shout with joy right now...and if it weren't for the late hour, I think I might :-)
It is SO like God to meet me at this point...at the point where I really thought He never would again...at the point where I was truly in the early stages of giving up on Him.
It is SO like Him to speak to me when I am NOT anticipating it.
It is SO like Him to open my eyes to what has been right in front of my for a very long time.
And it is SO like ME to completely ignore Him or to allow doubt to consume my mind and turn me away from Him.
But it is SO like HIM to keep pursuing and pursuing...never stopping until He finally reaches me. For good this time!
I would love to share this ENTIRE story with you! But I would rather share it in person. However, I will tell you this...
Only a few short days ago, I asked God to speak to me somehow...and to let me know beyond a shadow of a doubt that it was Him. And I am very happy to proclaim that He absolutely did! Now I cannot even begin to understand why it took me this long to finally hear from Him with no doubts whatsoever (I have to say that has NEVER happened before)...but I don't think it matters.
What matters is that I think I am past this so very long season of doubt and questioning that I thought might never end!
So ask me about my story next time you see me! I would be more than thrilled to share how all of this came about!
